A light begins to dim on me
A voice beckons for me
There is a doubt that is building
A wound begins to grow larger
This season waits for me
This hail that falls only on me
This pain that is never ending
I am searching for a lost freedom
The need is greater
The need for it is deeper
Soothing blades of grass
Disappear in the light of your shadow
Drowning together shows me what I could do without you
Fading away, your poison words pave the way to death
Every wretched dream I thought I left behind
Every waking hour I wait
Sucked in by my own will
Caught in the flood of my own questions
Tormented I lay awake waiting for nothing
Once these feelings take root
There is no turning back
Wake up covered in cold sweat
Shrouding nightmares overcome the sun
You are leading me through these rusted gates
Aching through the avalanche set before me
Blaring thoughts make my mind go numb
Under the pale weeping moon
Cold white breath comes out with your lies
You are closer to those final words
I am staring right into you with disbelief
The tear that comes down from my eyes
It drains my life away
The frost of your deceit grasps me by the neck
Cold fingers mark this dying November day
This moment I see in your eyes reflects relief
The final word is closer yet
The liquid that seeps from my brow
It falls onto the ice along with me
As your words blend with November mist
Pale I turn away
With no turning back
This momentary exchange howls
Silent as the black water in my veins
The freedom I have been searching for
It takes root in my empty shell
This seemed better when all the words were swirling around in my head. Regardless I think it turned out okay even if it is less than satisfactory for me.
A voice beckons for me
There is a doubt that is building
A wound begins to grow larger
This season waits for me
This hail that falls only on me
This pain that is never ending
I am searching for a lost freedom
The need is greater
The need for it is deeper
Soothing blades of grass
Disappear in the light of your shadow
Drowning together shows me what I could do without you
Fading away, your poison words pave the way to death
Every wretched dream I thought I left behind
Every waking hour I wait
Sucked in by my own will
Caught in the flood of my own questions
Tormented I lay awake waiting for nothing
Once these feelings take root
There is no turning back
Wake up covered in cold sweat
Shrouding nightmares overcome the sun
You are leading me through these rusted gates
Aching through the avalanche set before me
Blaring thoughts make my mind go numb
Under the pale weeping moon
Cold white breath comes out with your lies
You are closer to those final words
I am staring right into you with disbelief
The tear that comes down from my eyes
It drains my life away
The frost of your deceit grasps me by the neck
Cold fingers mark this dying November day
This moment I see in your eyes reflects relief
The final word is closer yet
The liquid that seeps from my brow
It falls onto the ice along with me
As your words blend with November mist
Pale I turn away
With no turning back
This momentary exchange howls
Silent as the black water in my veins
The freedom I have been searching for
It takes root in my empty shell
This seemed better when all the words were swirling around in my head. Regardless I think it turned out okay even if it is less than satisfactory for me.
